Today me and a friend were just hanging out on a video chat website. We were having fun teasing people about the way they would stare off in to space, there was one person eating which we typed in the comment "nom nom nom". It was all fun, great entertainment. A way to kill time before we had to do a choir concert for school. It was fun until there was a naked five year old girl on the screen jacking off her father. I could tell that it was nothing new to the girl because she was smiling and laughing. I typed in "that is disgusting you should go to hell for this." His only reply before I had enough and disconnected him, "lol". That right there got to me. We tried to brush that off our minds and keep ourselves in a good mood. we laughed about some more stuff, then outta nowhere, another little girl was on the screen. She looked no older then seven, sitting there on a bed, crying. The camera was on her so that I could not see the face of the man beside her. The man typed in "I'm typing for my daughter." I asked "why would you have a little girl on there. Are you some kind of perv?" His exact words were "you caught me, I'm a child abuser. You do exactly what I tell you or I will seriously hurt her. If you leave the chat room I will hurt her." I told him not to lay a finger on her. He said he wouldn't as long as I did what he asked. I asked him what he wanted, he told me to show him my tits. I told him I couldn't because I was in school. He asked me to prove it and I turned my laptop around the room so he could see that I really was in school. He said that he didn't care that I was around people, if I didn't want the little girl to get hurt, I had to show him my tits. I said that I could not just pull my boob out in a room full of people. I told him that he is nothing but a sick pig. Told him how he is so desperate that he has to use his daughter to get a piece of ass. His defense was how his daughter came to be on this planet. I said that he had probably raped the poor baby's mother and got her knocked up. He told me that I gave him a great idea: he was going to rape her. It was my choice, in the ass or in the vag. If I didn't choose, he would do both. I suggested he stick it in a grease fryer or possibly a blender. I said "you can't do any better then little girls? You have to rape somebody to get laid? You can't go out in the real world like everyone else and get a date?" He got mad at me for being a smart ass and disconnected.
I can only imagine him beating that baby all because there was no one there to stop him. Raping her like he said he would, in both places sense I didn't tell him where I wanted it. I keep picturing her crying. Siting there next to a man that should not reproduce for obvious reasons. I have never heard this little girl speak, but I can hear her yelling for help. I can hear her crying for someone to save her. She is calling for someone that can't save her. I feel like it is all my fault for not helping her. I almost got right up, ran to the girls bathroom and showed the man my tits just to save a child from a beating, saving her from having her virginity taken away from her, if it wasn't already taken. That child's eyes are burnt in to my mind. The way she was staring at me, silently begging me to save her. I keep thinking the worst, that she was beaten and raped to death. All because I couldn't do anything to save her. There are suppose to be FBI coming to talk to me and try and track this bastard down, but I keep thinking that it is too late. I wish that I could just grab her through the computer screen and hold on to her. Protect her form her father. I want to hold her and never let go. But I can't do that because its not promised to me that she is even alive at this moment. Its not promised that she will ever be saved.