Past, Present and Future

So I realize that my last post was pointless and made zero sense what so ever. I apologize. I was just having one of those days. Now, let me explain it. My girlfriend at the time (now ex, explanation later on in this post) was bothering me. I'm sorry to any of you that are going to get all defensive over her, but it was annoying me. It did not seem like a relationship. We barely ever spoke and when we did we had nothing to talk about. I'm sorry sweetie, but you have no personality. You bore me. Do not take any offense to that, I don't mean it to hurt you. We just don't match up. When I saw you, which was rarely, we had nothing to talk about and nothing to do. So, at the time, I had all these thoughts about my current and one of my friends. I really like my friend. To all of you wondering and assuming, this friend had NOTHING to do with the break up. Anyways, this friend is going to be leaving me in a few months, which is not good for my emotions and such. She kissed me today. It was awkward but I liked it. This is probably going to make things harder for both of us once she leaves, but its hard to avoid. I don't like thinking in to the future, but I have to in order to make big decisions. I'm not sure this one is big since it will all be ending soon, but I'm still thinking hard on it. Moving on from the depressing, I have been having really scary dreams lately. The latest one all I can remember is I came home from something and I was alone. I went to open the door and it was locked so I got my key out and opened it. Once I got there, there were two people standing there staring at me. I screamed. The one that seemed to be in charge said "Were watching you". I got scared and ran in the house for some reason. Makes no sense but I pushed past them and ran to my room. Upstairs. To y room. Why? I have no clue. But once I got there, they were already waiting. The same man said " We watch you sleep". That is all I can remember. Ever sense then, once I am falling asleep I remember the dream. Oh, and laugh at me all you want, my house is haunted. Things move. The other day I was home alone and a bunch of plastic cups flew from the kitchen counter to the front door. Scary! 
Moving on. The other night my grandma fell. She lives right next door to my dad and I. My dad was walking her over to our house so that she could be around us and socialize for a while because she lives alone. He was going to make dinner for her. On the way over here, her foot got stuck on a crack in the sidewalk and her body kept going. She fell and the impact went to her left knee, her right elbow and her face. She got a bloody nose, a skinned and sore knee and her elbow, wrist and hand were tore up. She complained of pain in her back. We live next to a fire station so I ran over there and asked them to come help. They brought the truck and everything. The firemen wrapped her arm up and suggested that we go to the hospital because the needed X-rays. We got to the hospital around 8:30 and did not leave until after 4:00. In that time period, She received eight X-rays and two CT scans.  Her knee was fine, just in pain. They are not sure about her elbow because they could not get a good picture of it because she could not move it. They put it in a sling just in case. The bones along the spine that pile up around it and help to support it, yeah she broke some of those. She is doing better, they have her on Vicodin to help with the pain.
Well that is pretty much it for now. I have a lot on my mind, a lot on my conscience. Just gotta think of how everything in my past affects my present and how everything in my past and present will effect my future. I hope I like my future.