Her

Down in the storage closet under the stage, we call it hell, turned in to heaven. I was down there "cleaning" with my girlfriend and some other people that were "helping out". Reality is, we were just playing with everything down there. I saw my girl over in the corner moving some stuff so I ask her if she wants my help with anything. Apparently not because she really just moved it there to make a shield from other people. Kind of a blinder. Her idea was to stand over there cuddling and holding each other. Great idea. Someone apparently would not believe us when we told her that we were not doing anything and re-positioned her chair in our direction. She kept shouting out accusations such as "inappropriate!"Oh well, we knew that we weren't doing anything bad. But then everybody left. So we just stayed down there, holding each other and talking about random stuff. She has a habit of it its near her face, she will lick it or bite it. She bit my arm so I bit her cheek. Apparently it hurt so I kissed her on the cheek. This lead to me wanting to kiss her on the lips but I didn't have the guts to do it. Then there were times when I would lean in close and freak out at the last minute and turn my head and hide my face in her shoulder. Then the theater teacher called us upstairs after realizing we missing. We slowly walked to the steps. We were halfway up the stairs and I was literally about to kiss her but suddenly everyone came back down stairs. We had to get a circular block thingy. Then eventually they all left again. Me and my girlfriend were alone again. We held each other some more and such. She sat down on a bench so I went to sit in her lap but her basket ball shorts made me slide off so I just stood there in front of her, my arms around her neck. I was going to kiss her, but, again, I didn't. Then when I convinced myself to do it she got up for some reason. They were going to close up hell so we kinda had to leave. I didn't want to get locked down there. So we started walking up the stairs again. We both stopped halfway up and just stood there. I was trying to be funny and stand one step ahead of her so I would be taller, but she kept getting on the same step as me. She was leaning against the wall and I put my hands on her hips, leaned in really close and kissed her. I actually didn't realize that I kissed her until I felt her bite my lip. Its not like I don't remember it, obviously if I didn't remember I would not be blogging about it. Its just that I didn't know that I had done it at the time. I can remember details now that its over with, but at the time I went numb.
Well anyways, it was awesome. I finally kissed her. Plan on doing it many more times. Oh and I got told by the late bus driver that she is not my pillow and I need to get my head off her solder. I was thinking to my self 'bitch this is MY girlfriend and I can do what I want with her. If I say she's a pillow, then she's a damn pillow!" but out loud I said "yes ma'am" in defeat. Blah! Oh and I know my baby is reading this so here is something directed towards you: you say you don't like being tickled, but you'll never convince me! Plus when there are no words to be said, tickling fills in the silence.