Totally random and goes off track, but it's a post

So I haven't been blogging recently. Frankly I have nothing to blog about. Yeah it's been a little over a month. Nothing. To. Blog. About. Well there probably were a few things, but I just didn't want to waste my time typing it all on here. I'm lazy. But since I haven't blogged for a month, I will be talking about random stuffs. Like or example: right now, at this very moment in time, my girlfriend is in her second college class. Yeah she's there learning college things. Makes me feel like a small child... She's all the way in Wichita. I'm not sure how long she will be there, but I know I can't see her until she is back in Wyandotte. I miss seein her everyday at school. Even o it was just for a short amount of time. I took for granted those two minutes in between sixth hour when our classes we're right across from eachother. Just stood there, said hi, hugged and went to class. That was it. Not much but I miss it. Oh also, since were already on the topic of my girlfriend, I figured I should include this little segment.. I know I screwed up. I'm sorry. I don't want to say to much on here, but you just never really gave me a chance to apologize. I really am sorry. I know you said to move on and forget about it, but it's still there in my conscience and it's never gonna leave completely. I know your not gonna forget either. It's all in science: you can never forget anything. It is all stored away in your brain. You never forget anything. Sometimes it takes a certain smell or a visual thinggy to recal that memory, by it's always ther. My point is, you can't just forget. Forgetting is impossible (sientifically). okay I got a little off track there, but I think I got my point across. So this is the thing that has been bugging me. It's something I haven't been talking about, but the day has come. I have been dreading the day that my girlfriend goes off to college and leaves me here. Yeah I know, long distances can work out (even though she's not that far away and she will be back really soon). It's just I had this idea in my mind that she would get bored with me, fed up with never seeing me. I have already realized that even having a short conversation is becoming a problem and it's only been two days. I just don't want her to give up on me. I have had it happen twice already. I don't want I to happen with her. It's not a fun feeling when someone tells you that your not worth there effort to even try and say hey every couple of days. I just don't want that again. Okay so the only thing I have to talk about is my girlfriend... Yeah that's pretty much the only thing going on in my life right now. Oh there is one thing that does not involve her: some of you reading this are fake friends. I hope you know that I am never going to speak to you again because you lik to go behind peoples backs and say things about them. You know what? I would have some respect for you if you would actually say it to my face stupid pussies. And you can't out all the blame on me for something you asked me to help you with. Okay im done with my rant. End of blog.